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Dnt knw abt the copyright stuff else wld make this pic my blogs  official image

Popping the cherry

Here we go again starting out yet another blog one more attempt at trying to share my life with the wondrous people of the world hoping to post something eventually that wld be worth someones time to read and maybe something that may help someday help someone (Idealist asshole... that's for me). You see i have this whole image of me in my head i believe most of us do the thing is mine is a cross between a 12th century knight in shinning armour a 19th century Victorian gentleman and a 21st century liberated and open minded India. it sure gets confusing to be me so many different ideals and desires struggling floundering in it all to just try and be a nice guy and BTW it sucks to be the nice guy no good ever comes of it.I know except satisfaction. Its surprising you know whenever i type i never use the 3 words that make up the name of this blog they are the furthest away from my mind when i type (or write as i prefer). Its probably why i suck at blogging i prefer writing and i dnt know why but i have always had the urge from when i was young o write something that people would one day read i have always felt there is something that i need to share with people a great story maybe a fact of life, something but every time i get down to write i get muddled and its just a torrent of gibberish such as this anyone hoping to find a literary gem or a funny crack can stop reading right abt now. All it seems i can offer the world after inhabiting it for 23 years is a torrent of gibberish and i pitiful life experience at best.... you were warned so as they say proceed at your own risk and guys n girls BTW, i know.. seriously how i can rant on for ages ;)